Jengjengjeng.

2010-11-22T00:26:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MAK!

Semoga panjang umur and murah rezeki. Amin!

YOU ARE THE BEST.<3

I LUP CHU. HEKHEK!

2010-11-21T01:30:00.006+08:00

CLASS CHALET WAS

AWESOME AWESOMEE AWESOMEEE!

Thursday till Friday. Check in at 3pm. Bbq food came around 4plus.

The delivery van stuck. -.-' hahaha. stupid. Started Bbq-ing at 6pm.

Mdm Badariah came at 8plus. Dinner together as a class.

2 birthday cakes. Ragu, Faizal and Shawn's birthday.

Madam Badariah left. WATERBOMB TIME!

Sit around. Games. 007BANG.

Changi village at 1pm. BAPOK!

Went back. More games. Ghost stories.

'Icebreaker' till 7am.

Firecrackers till 8am.

sleep. check out at 12pm.

502. \m/

2010-11-13T00:19:00.004+08:00

I. CANT. WAIT. FOR. CLASS. CHALET.

fucking O's are oveeeeeeeeeeeeeeer.
Im a happy girl.
and Im with a happy boy. *wink*

2010-11-05T23:49:00.003+08:00

BABY TURNED 2 YEARS OLD. <3

2010-07-06T20:06:00.002+08:00

NO TIME PLUS LAZY TO UPDATE.

CIAO, BYE!

2010-06-06T00:30:00.006+08:00

Pictures.

2010-06-02T23:00:00.002+08:00

Wasuuuup!

hi stalkers.

I tak gi sekola tadi.

Penat sangat. Monday I ade MT paper.

whatever, tak nak comment. terrible.

After that, I ade class outing.

Bowling at Ehub. Dinner at Bbq Chicken.

Pictures nanti I upload lah okay?

heeeeh.

Ape nak jadi, jadi lah k. I bukan ape. Macam dah berbueh mulot nie.

Nak cakap I tak make effort, I rase I dah.

You rase you dah? I rase you cume banyak cakap je.

*sigh*

Ape ade, adelah. Mane yang takde, takde lah maknenye tuh.

Takpe lah. Yang penting, sume happy.

Kalau you happy, I pun tompang gembira lah.

Tapi sebenarnye you sikit pun tak tau ape i rase deep down.

ok, malaaaas.

bye!

2010-05-30T22:45:00.002+08:00

To All 'O' Level Candidates,

Goodluck for tomorrow. All the best! Dont forget to bring your IC/ ezlink.

Dont forget to bring ur dictionary and please sleep early.

omg, im so nervous plus scared plus not ready plus cannot sleep plus no confident can. i feel like crying thinking about tmro.

But.... at the same time, I cant wait for tmro. Im going bowling with classmates.

hehehe!

whatever it is, im still scared. bleaah.

Goodnight Luvs.

2010-05-24T20:42:00.002+08:00

MONDAY.

mondayblues. was extra sleepy today.

i was moody in the morning. but soon the day turns out to be okay.

MT coaching was okay. but the weather today sux.

I ate alot today. Tell me how to be skinny? Pfft.

AND I GET TO MEET MY FATTYBOMBOM! ^^

okay seriously, I CANT WAIT FOR THURDAY!

not for PTC, but...... secret lah! hehehe! :P

fucking mad.

2010-05-22T00:03:00.004+08:00

YOU KNOW WHAT?

I HATE TO HAVE A FRIEND LIKE YOU.

YOU'RE SO SELFISH.

PENTINGKAN DIRI SENDIRI.

IF YOU'RE JEALOUS, GO FIND YOUR OWN BESTFRIENDS.

YOU DONT COME AND SNATCH AWAY MINE.

OTAK TUH PERGI PAKAI. FIKIR SEBELUM BUAT LAH. DO YOU LIKE IT IF I RUIN YOUR FRIENDSHIP? FUCKING NO, RIGHT?

you came back and all tis shits happen. why? why did you come back?

we dont need you, really.

it pisses me off and the feeling sucks when I cant really do anything about it.

ARE YOU FUCKING HAPPY NOW? WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT? WHAT DO YOU GET FROM DOING ALL TIS FUCK SHITS? SUCCESS? FUCK IT.

im fucking mad. fuck you, bitch.

LUV.

2010-05-15T02:15:00.003+08:00

MYE EXAMS ARE OVER. RESULTS ARE ON MONDAY.
I'VE BEEN SPENDING TIME WITH SKULMATES.
I THINK THAT THEY ARE BETTER COMPANY DEN SOME PEOPLE. PEACE.

2010-05-09T16:43:00.002+08:00

My little monster here is sick.

Get well soon baby. I love you, Fat.

2010-05-06T23:48:00.003+08:00

LIFE SUX WITHOUT FRIENDS.

BUT WADS THE USE OF HAVING FRIENDS THAT SUX.

.f.u.c.k.m.y.l.i.f.e.

2010-04-13T21:42:00.002+08:00

I dont feel like updating. but I just wanna say something. Maybe not now..

.......

okay, i think i just say it lah eh..

Having sore eyes sucks and now, Flu is being sucha bitch.

sorry, i dont feel like updating for the tis month.

2010-03-25T22:29:00.002+08:00

Ladies, It's been awhile since the four of us meet up together and do what we usually do.
When we meet nowadays, its always one or two of us are not around.
Yana, I understand that you fall sick for the past few days. Please dont forget to take ur medication and have lots of rest. It's okay, we'll just meet when you dah baek okay?
Pavi Pavi Pavi! Eventhough I've already met you on Tuesday, I miss you already.!
We shall meet up soon and please dont eat all the birdshits. hehehee!
Melissa. *sigh* I meet you everyday. So boring.... hahaha!
Dont call me fat, cause you are also fat. bluek.

Please make yourselves free on one of the days. Please meet up soon.
Put aside all the assignments, other friends and boys for the moment.
It's been a long time since I laugh real hard.

Please take note that whatever happens, I'll still be here for you girls.
I want the best for all of you.
Please know that you girls are the greatest bitches ever.
Eventhough you girls sometimes make me feel like a bahan,
I know Im still your cutest girlfriend. hehehe!
okay, I Love You girls. <3

Tomorrow is Sports Day.
Lets see which House gonna win tis year.
Leopard? Panther? Jaguar? Cougar?
We'll see tomorrow. *wink*

My Baby Monster.

2010-02-25T22:36:00.007+08:00

So today was fine.

school was okay. assembly was fun. lol.

today's plan was to go home and rest.

But instead i reached home around 6plus.

Went to meet Muhammad Hakki Firdaus. yay!

and I say Nawa and sister at afghan! double yay!

Now, I just came back from dinner with family at Bedok Corner.

tired. and cuaca today very the panaas. I tk leh tahan. grr.

LOOK AT HIS TUMMY. FATTTTTTTTTY. ^^

2010-02-24T23:58:00.004+08:00

yo yo yo wasuuuuuuuuuuup. Firstly, school was o kaaaay. English lesson was fun! Nothing much happened. but most importantly, I didnt slept in class today! yay!

After school, yes! I get to meet EekaBom, Hanann, Haziq, Imraan and of course my babygirls. A friend of Imraan and Haziq tagged along. Reached home by 9.

Imma happy girl today! :D

Dapat jumpe Eeka, jumpe babygirls!, jumpe dua badot, tak tidur dalam class, ketawe non-stop hit, had fun and I managed to reach home early today.

Parents pun tak bising! Kan bgus!

If only I meet him today... Then I will be double happy girl! hmmmmmm...

alright babies, till here.

takecare and goodnight! :))

2010-02-24T00:31:00.003+08:00

Someone said I look cute here! :D tau sudah lah...heheh!

I have nothing to post about today. School was normal and boring. I've been going home late due to extra classes and staying back in school for class deco and stuffs. Tiring. But what can I do or say. Let's just have in mind that let me suffer now, and enjoy later. C'mon, a few more months and that's it Nabilah, it will be over. OVER. I REPEAT AGAIN, OVEEEEER!
I want it to end fast, seriously. But at the same time, I want to avoid it.
I don't want to sit for O's. It is too scary. :/

Anyway, my class already have our class t-shirt! yay! it turned out nice and 15 bucks for it was worth it! Cheers to Bao Ren. Buuuuuuuuuuuut... (there's always the but. pfft!) my form teacher name was spelled wrongly! imaaaagine, Madam Badariah to Madam Sadariah. -.-' lol. but the factory is doing something about it and we will be getting it back nexxxxxt weeeek. grr.

Anyway, last week on Friday my school had Xcountry. I COMPLETED THE RACE. I RAN. YES, I DID. AND MY CLASS WON! Yay! hehehe! :P it was unexpected.
but whatever, we still won! :D

502!

alright, it's 1.07am now. I need to sleep.

takecare and ciao people! muah!

2010-02-16T23:55:00.002+08:00

YO YO YO!

muahaha, after four days of not going to school, naek sedap lah aku kan!

dont feel like going to school tomorrow. hehe! but.. i HAVE TO.

anyway, i went to town just now. TIRING! but, fun. hehehe.

okaaay, lets wait for Yananana to update her blog.

ciaos people!

2010-02-07T18:28:00.003+08:00

I dont wanna call you stupid.
I dont wanna say you're fuckking dumb or what.

but, what the hell are you thinking?

I dont understand why you need to lie to me.

It's not that I dont allowed you to go.

I allowed you to go. but you still lied to me.

What was that for?

My instincts was so truee.

So truee about you. You're not worth the pain, boy.

Sucha liar.

2010-01-30T18:10:00.005+08:00

I miss this whole bunch of idiots.

Plus someone. hehehhe!

2010-01-25T22:48:00.001+08:00

NO MOOD! NO MOOD! NO MOOD!

FUCK IT. FUCK IT. FUCK IT.

MOTHERFUCKER.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

2010-01-21T22:52:00.002+08:00

okay, I seriously dont know what to post about.
School? Boring. Since when school is fun?
After school? Its either go back home straight or slack for awhile.
low life, i know.

Currently Im looking forward to Hazwan's chalet.
but... postponed to saturday. grr.

and i hate this feeling where im not looking forward to tomorrow.
im in deep trouble in school tomorrow, shit!

I hope something happen to Veera that make him forget everything that happen just now.

2010-01-11T01:16:00.003+08:00

Its 1.25am now. Left with a few more hours to sleep.
Yesterday(Sunday) had breakfast with family at Bedok Corner.
After breakfast, went to sheng shiong to buy some kitchen stuffs.
went home. used the computer.
around 6pm, I went to met Wan under his void deck to pass him some things.
soon, he went off. met Yana and friends.
Yana went off to meet Pavithraa.
I went to meet Qastalani Johari.
went to afghan. had our late dinner.
talked about some stuffs.
and soon after, He went to meet Wan and i went home.

the most irritating and cutest siblings you could ever had.

ONCE AGAIN, TO MY FRIENDS AND SCHOOLMATES WHO ARE TAKING THEIR RESULTS TOMORROW,
GOOD LUCK GUYS! ;D
Im sure you guys worked hard.
Insya allah, you guys will pass okaay!
GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST!
see you guys tomorrow in school uniform. *wink wink*

2010-01-09T00:41:00.003+08:00

Hello Saturday.
Yesterday didnt went to school.
Reasons? Lazy and 'buat-buat sakit'.
haha. but, its more to lazy lah.

So I went to meet Yananana and we headed down to Tampines Interchange.
Met Melissa, Firdaus and some of his ITE friends.
blah blah blah, walked to daerah Istanbul.
slacked for awhile. den I ciao go bedok while Yana go meet Iyra and Syafiqah.
went back to tampines. Met Wan.
home by 11plus.

Anyway, goodluck guys! O level results are on monday!
pray hard hard okay! will be there with you guys when taking result. (:

okay, i have to end here. im the only one not asleep yet.
takot oi.

k nights. ciao.

what? school?

2010-01-05T20:15:00.003+08:00

BACK TO SCHOOL.

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL.
Boring. Boring. Boring.
I slept for two periods in school today.
Did nothing. Got our timetable and it sucks.
The timing has changed. Different days, different timing.
So merepek, I swear.
So after school, met Yananana and Pavithraa.
Soon after, Melissa's friend came.
So practically we just played cards and crap alot.
dhenn, Pavi and me went afghan.
while Yana accompanied Melissa to go home.
I went home to change clothes. then met them back.
went to KFC to have our early dinner.
went TampOne, bought stuffs.
then home sweet home by 9.30pm.

SECOND DAY OF SCHOOL.
I just wanna say this.
I think I regret going to sec 5.
April Intake maybe? Hehehehe! =P

I DONT WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL TOMORROW CAN?
PRETTY PLEASEEEEE?
NO LIFE SIAAAA. GRR.

2010

2010-01-03T16:32:00.005+08:00

FIRST POST FOR 2010. Aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!
Anyway, Happy new year everyone!
My resolution for 2010 is to do well for my O's
and be a better person. (:

Imma start schooling tomorrow.
Wait. Still schooling at east view secondary.
Back to square one. You will see me in school uniform. wth much.
My hair is already black in colour.
Dyed it black when taking result.
I felt like imma small kid cause i bought both new socks and shoes. so kentaal. -.-'
but guess what?! I lost the pair of socks I just bought yesterday. bahek lah nabilah!

Today, i woke up early. Had breakfast with parents, sis and Farhan.
Had nasi rawan. but i dont think it's nice.
Went home by 1pm and till now im playing computer.
It's 5.50pm now. and look!
I managed to change my blogskin, blog song and update my folder.
and yes of course, an update. at last, i know.

I miss Pavithra, I miss Khiriana and I miss Melissa.
How? Can help me? ):

2009-12-08T01:29:00.013+08:00

Days are well spent with loves.
just pictures okay? (:

2009-12-01T00:50:00.002+08:00

I just type out four paragraphs. Suddenly I changed my mind and decided to delete it off.

I is the very happy girl today when I was with my friends. Suddenly, I is the very sad. I is the don't know what to do. He is the so heartless. He is the next womanizer. I is the don't want to be friends with him anymore. I is like cannot trust him anymore. I is the also feel so angry. He is cheated on me. I is feel so fucked up. I is not ready for another heart crack. I is the don't want this to happen. omg, he just called me. he is the angry with me. I is the don't know what i did wrong. I is the one that supposed to be angry, okay mister! ARGHH!

I IS SO THE ANGRY WITH YOU CANNNN!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-27T00:41:00.002+08:00

I WANNA BLOG. BUT I DONT KNOW WHAT TO BLOG ABOUT.
HOW?

WANT TO BLOG FOR ME?

ANYWAY, SELAMAT HARI RAYE TO ALL MUSLIMS. hehehe.

[if you guys wanna know what's going on in my life, go read Yananana's Blog okaaay. (: ]

2009-11-19T00:52:00.004+08:00

alright people, i will post a proper update soon. promise!
many things happened this few weeks.
i got a job, but i malas wanna work. hehehhe.
and life is becoming more gerek filled with plans lah k!
AND I DONT NEED A FRIEND WHO DONT TRUST ME. K, FUCK OFF.
*roll eyes 99 times*

2009-11-01T02:38:00.002+08:00

so anyway, today is the Father's 51th Birthday.
i bought for him a Goldion belt which cost me...........................
Not that expensive lah actually, but its my hard earned money.
anyway, i hope he like it! ^^V

Today in the morning, I received a very bad news regarding about Mum's health.
Mum have been falling sick the past few days. So tday she went to see a doctr.
She had these gallbladder(something like rock) inside her liver. And she hafta go through i dont know what scan to comfirm it. and also, if it's comfirmed, she have to go operation. Doctr wanted to refer her to the hospital straight away but Mum didnt want to.
Tell me why must refer her to hospital?
Because the condition might be bad, right?
But Mum was so kepala batu, she told the doctor to just give her painkiller for the meantime.
I dont knw what she's waiting for? for the right time? I mean now is already the right time kan.
Sigh, i cried the minute i finish reading the text message.
Lagi-lagi Mum end the text message by saying,
" Ilah doa-doakan untok mak k"
As if something bad was gonna happen. argh, i hate tis lah.
Mum, you just have to be strong okay? And please dont be kepala batu?
We all love you that's why we want you to go to the hospital..

2009-10-27T00:22:00.004+08:00

That day went out with Khai and Amir.

went out to town. go find work.

fun but tiring. so yah.

end up, me and Khai trained back to tamp.

find work at tampines mall, tamp1 and cs. pfft!

fyi, Khai wore the same shirt. lol.

Amir semangat carik keje. -.-'

2009-10-23T02:04:00.003+08:00

heheh. cute kan baby i.

HI PEOPLE! HEHE. LONG TIME NO UPDATE. IM HAVING MY SECOND WEEK OF HOLIDAY. I SPENT MOST OF MY TIME FINDING JOBS AND HANGING OUT WITH MY FRIENDS/BABYGEMS. BUT YESTERDAY( since now is already 2.36am) I ROT AT HOME THE WHOLE DAY AND IMAGINE UH. MENDAK NAK MAMPOS SAK. MACAM CACING KEPANASAN K AKU PAT UMAH. ACTUALLY HAD PLANS WITH EEKA BUT SHE WANTED TO SLEEP. SHIT YOU EEKA. SO I REALLY REALLY NEED TO FIND WORK CAUSE I CANT WASTE MY TIME AT HOME. TAKDE FAEDAH NYE.

OHH. BEFORE I FORGET. I WANNA WISH GOODLUCK TO ALL MY FRIENDS/SCHOOLMATES WHO ARE TAKING THEIR O's THIS COMING MONDAY. GOODLUCK K PEOPLE!
WE CAN ENJOY TOGETHER ONCE YOU GUYS FINSH YOUR O's. -.-'

talking about enjoying after major exams and finding jobs.. I pity those who are older den me but not even compatible to have a place in a class that is graduating. like a place to take N's or O's? depressing isin't it? whatever your reason for being stuck in your position now. I mean you cant be that dumb or brainless that you cant even go to a higher level. and it's funny how tis people can call other people names. lol! its like the pot calling the kettle black. hahaha.
Im not talking big, but just stating the fact.
if you cant be a good student, what more a good worker?
life as a student is already difficult for you. what more life as a worker?
alright alright, i wont say much about work. cause im not even working. but at least I've graduated from a secondary school. unlike some stupid, sympathetic student.
anyway, sorry if i've offended anyone. i mean tis is from my opinion yah.
sigh. or maybe I recommend two place for these kind of students.
METTA / NORTHLIGHT

K ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. I NEED TO SLEEP NOW.
TAKECARE AND NIGHTS OKAY?
CIAO.

2009-09-30T00:03:00.005+08:00

Since Im bored and nothing to do,

let me post about Raya pictures yeah? (:

2009-09-29T22:31:00.004+08:00

Last Saturday went out with Khai to Vivo to collect my phone.
Met at around 4. Trained to Habourfront.
After collecting my phone, walked around vivo.
Wanted to buy things, but couldnt find it.
So went to have our late lunch at LongJohn.
At around 7, we took bus to beach rd and cab down to Bencoolen.
He bought his G shock watch for only 92 bucks.
actual price was 142 bucks if im not wrong.
and he was really thankful to cause he dont need to use all his money.
lol. so after that, cab down to simei.
Khai went home while I go meet Melissa , Dalilah and the rest.
slacked. and around 11 reached home sweet home.
so pictures? heh.

Hari Raya pictures will be up soon! ^^V
so come back people.
nights! ciao..

2009-09-24T22:05:00.003+08:00

Nek Rock.

hello bitches. so so so, finally got the time to post somthingg. standard, many things happened.
sweet sixteen passed. wait, SWEET sixteen? *roll eyes 99 times* buuuuuuuut! of course my friends made my day brighter and happier kan kan kan? *wink*

Anyway, a quick Thank you to my lovely friends aye?
Sesiape yang wish me in any way or kasi present, terima kasih many-many!
luvx luvx korang many-many also. khekhekhe! <3

okay back. so, Ramadhan's out and Syawal's in.
So how people? how's the Raya collection going? hehehehe.
I was too kemarok raya-ing until i fell sick on first day of Raya itself.
how sickening, i know. felt really terrible but still went for visiting on second day Raya.
third day, Tuesday. jeng jeng jeng.
aku saket macam nak mampos okay.
Jumpe Ah Tan(my family doctor) and he said i could get asthma(!!!!!!!!!!)
AKU? NABILAH RAIS?ASTHMA? NO WAY SAAK!
ok watever it is, didnt attend skul on tuesday and wednesday.
fun doh! hehehe.
(RAYA PICTURES COMING SOON DOH.)

Anyway, Selamat Hari Raya people!
(okay, i know today is already the fifth day for Raya and kinda lambat alrdy, but watever k.)
Forgive me if I've hurt you in any way.
Halalkan makan minum k.
Enjoy wei enjoy! ^^

OHH AND YES, I CUT MY HAIR AGAIN.
hehehehehehe.

alrighty dhenn, sampai disini sahaje yeer. Nek nak sleep.
Nek penat lah. yelah, kan sekarang dah ader asthma. grr.
k, Selamat Malam! ciao!

2009-09-11T01:38:00.002+08:00

I PROMISE I WILL UPDATE SOMETHING SOON.
A PROPER UPDATE. TOO TIRED TO UPDATE LAH.
LOVES.

namuhrepus

2009-09-02T01:38:00.000+08:00

imissYOU.

it takes one to know one. roll eyes 71 times

2009-08-27T22:02:00.000+08:00

im baaaaack! ohh well, tomorrow is my last prelim paper. which is dnt. grr! results comfirm + chop gonna be disappointing. grr again. well, i guess its only for now that i have to study real hard. i hope i wont disappoint myself. okay, shut up.

so today marks the fifth day of bulan Ramadhan. I cant fast. you guys should know why lah kan. suay giler sah first day puase i got my menses. so hopefully i will fast as soon as i can. erm, i want to eat kebab. anybody wanna buy for at geylang? hehehhehehehehhee. *wink*

Actually, i got nothing to post. so yah, till here dhenn. ciao! Selamat malam! (:

2009-08-09T01:25:00.000+08:00

OH YAHH.

HAPPY 44 TH BURTHDAY, SINGAPORE!

HEHEH, nights. ciao!

2009-08-09T00:15:00.007+08:00

okay, hello people! princess is back! chey, joking jer. hehhe. alright, so yesterday didnt went to school because malas. betul jugak kate eeka and syaf. 2jam je waste of time. so on that day went to bencoolen with Syafiqah&Mizan. purpose was to survey watch for Qaiser's belated birthday present. So, we bought it and yah had our late lunch and back to tampines. was a short day yet tiring. i mean the bus ride buat pantat panas! hehehe. reached home, flat on the bed.

next, today. picnic with friends. woke up early to buy things. (see, you guys should be glad got a friend like me. heheh. *wink*) momma cook for us Mee Briyani. plan was to meet at downtown at 2.30 but of course i was late! hahaha. reached there around 3 and Mel and Is was already there. bought stuffs again and ciao go beach. syaf had to go off meet her boyfriend. btw syaf, how was it? fun? hahaha. den den we find a spot to picnic and hanann was hungry so we ate and they tout i was the one who cooked the Mee briyani. please k, aku maseh belum pass masak. after that, Qai got his small cake and present. Im glad that he likes it very very muchh. hehhehehe. den play cards and talktalktalk take pictures here and there. around 9pm we pack things up and ciao! reached home around 9.30? hahaha. yah, really had fun. okay, i guess pictures time? cket-cket je k, the rest some other time alrght babies? hehehehe.

Qai posing with his new watch. hehehee.
Is macam gay.
Qai imitating me. irritating kan muke! grr.
they said my hand texture was like a sand paper. busterd kan!

2009-08-07T23:13:00.000+08:00

k, aku dah upload panjang-panjang atlast blogger macam lah soyal. aku malas nak retype cause aku peh spacebar dah tercabot thanks to kakak tersayang aku. and and aku baru sedar ade lah orang asek masok aku punye tagged account. bgos eh, thanks. macam KKPL. perangai A.S sak. grr! geram sak. k, put tt aside.

umm, i think im lovng the way i am now. happy-happy selalu + miang cket je. ckeeeet je tak banyak. hahaha, some things made me busy and yeahh, i loike it babey! school's fine and leopard won for the interhouse baby! final mesti mau tngk. leopard vs panther? rase-rase sape menang? hehehhee. and PRELIM IS NEXT WEEK. OMG OMG OMG.

k, aku baru perasan dari tadi aku bbl merepek.haha.
ummm, sedaaapnye lup nieeeee! hehehehe. *wink wink*

2009-07-15T23:01:00.000+08:00

WILL UPDATE SOON! PROMISE! XD

anger management

2009-07-04T22:28:00.002+08:00

i dun know what actually i wanna say. but i guess there's too much anger in me. like Ive been keeping all my feelings to myself. i wanna let it out but to who? WHO?

I CANT STAND IT ANIMOREE. PLEASE.. PLEASE JUST SAY WHAT YOU WANT. IF YOU'RE NOT SATISFIED ENOUGH, JUST TELL ME . IM SICK AND TIRED OF PLAYING YOUR GAMES. ITS LIKE YOURE COMING BACK JUST TO HURT ME MORE. YOURE SO UNREASONABLE. I DONT GIVE A FUCK IF YOU NO LONGER TRUST ME BUT DONT YOU THINK I LIED AND PLEASE DONT ANYHOW ASSUME THINGS. YOURE TRYING TO PRETEND YOU STILL CARE AND WANT ME BACK BUT DO YOU KNW SOMETIMES YOU JUST HURT ME MORE?! YOUR WORDS AND YOUR ATTITUDE JUST SUCK ALOT.CANT DENIED THAT YOU'VE CHANGED ALOT. MAYBE YOUR WONDERGIRL TAUGHT YOU THAT. GREAT HUH, YOUVE ACHIEVED SOMETHING THAT I GUESS YOUVE BEEN WANTING FOR SO LONG. SO WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT, FATHEAD? GO AND DIE LAH FUCK. SICKENING.

i miss having a boyfriend...

FAKEE!

2009-06-26T22:48:00.003+08:00

Tday I went to Simei to meet up with RianHykel!
like...finally?!
haha, yahhh. and talked about so many thingzzzz.
Asal lelaki cemburu giler ah? aiyaaa.
lepaaak. 10pm reached homee. heh heh heh.

I CHANGED MY EMAIL ADD. PLEASE ADD ME UP IN MSN.

you.isthefathead@hotmail.com

thank you.

hack ah hack.

2009-06-23T17:35:00.003+08:00

IM BACK!
YES, IM FINALLY BACK.
HAHA, sorry for not updating aye?
BUKAN TAKNAK UPDATE, TAK BOLEH.
I REPEAT EH, TAK BOLEH UPDATE. *roll eyes 71 times*
adelah bende terjadi.
but no worries babies, everything is back to normal! *smiles widely*

so many things have happened.
from myself to love to friends and also family.
I CHOPPED OFF MY HAIR, AGAIN.
haha, i kinda not like the new hairstyle. pfft!
next, Azam and me are only friends for now.
eventho the feeling of wanting him back is still there
and i admit i still do love him, i guess i just gotta respect his decision.
im happy that he's happy now and i shouldnt be sad, i should be happy
cause he still wants to be my 'close friend'. haha, so much of being a close fren.
k shudup.

next,
IVE BEEN BUSY WITH FAMILY.
kay, best. weird. i spent 4 days straight with my family.
BELIEVE IT OR NOT.
I DONT EVEN INTEND TO MEET MY FRENS (chey, bedek ah!)
im just lazy lah nowadays.. how?
abeh go out w friends pun lepak je.
but i gotta meet my friends soon. real soon.
and i will NOT stay home tomorrow.
i hope tomorrow's plan will go on smoothly.
going STUDY w my new friend. *heheheh*
I dunno at where, i dunno what time.
GREAT?! haha. k, boo me.

OHH YAH, i read a book.
me? book? LOL!
but betol, i read a book.
heheehe.
ciao! (:

2009-06-19T22:17:00.001+08:00

I WILL UPDATE. SOON.

2009-06-03T01:52:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY BABY!
1 MORE YEAR TO GOO AND WAAH, LEGAL OI OI OI! heheh.
i love you , i love you and i love you very much.
hehe, may you be the richest man in your family(what you always wanted to be)
and may you be succesful in life sayang.
Semoga di panjangkan umur dan murah rezeki alright boyfriend?
Hope everything will go smoothly later on and
hope you will enjoy your day with me! Can't wait! sexcited oi!

hee, i loveeeee you Khairuazam Bin Abdullah.
mwaah mwaah mwaaaaaah! *wink wink*

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY, NIZAM YANG ORANG RAMAI CAKAP HOT!
haha, just like what i wish your BROTHER.
may your wishh come truee and may be a succesful man one day.
Semoga di panjangkan umur dah murah rezeki okay? Amin.
Hope you enjoy your day w your love ones.
AND AND GO GET GIRLFRIEND QUICKLY LAH!
aiyaa, heee. your present soon when i meet you alrght?

k the end. i cant sleep coz it's too BAHANG/PANAS now.
like my kakak said, bilik ni banyak dose and banyak setan.
w t h . haha.

alright lah eh, sleep time.
Selamat Malam!
ciao! ;D

2009-06-02T01:20:00.003+08:00

OHH YAAAH, FORGOT TO SAY SOMETHING!

TOMORROW IS BOYFRIEND'S BIRTHDAY!
AND I HAVE NOT EVEN PLAN ANYTHING FOR HIM!
AHHHH. BGOS AH NABILAH, GREAT JOB BIATCH. GRR.
COMFIRM DIE KECIK HATI SEHH.. :'(

2009-06-02T01:11:00.003+08:00

ahhhh, kan best tak sunyi sangat ni blog. ahahha.
and everything's back to normal, baby! heheh!

hehe, i miss BOYFRIEND! :D
CIAO!

one sided love.

2009-05-30T13:18:00.007+08:00

If letting you go would settle all this problems, I would force myself to do it.
If kneeling down to you and ask for forgiveness would settle all this problems, i would do it.

Dont you say Im taking revenge. I just wanted you to know how i felt. You dont expect me to go tru all the pain by my own self. Like i said before, binatang pun ade perasan lah. People said we could talk things out and try to save this relationship, but I guess I've tried? But to you it's all my fault and you keep on finding fault with me. Even borrowing a guy friend's shirt you wanna make a big fuss?! Im tired of quarelling w you about small matters. To even fight for my own right. You said i treat you like you're dead? but do you know how you treated me? If you said you're changed, then what happened to that day? It's obvious that you no longer trust me..

I dont mind if you wanna tell the whole world about my bad side, go ahead.
but tell you something, you know what you did to me that hurts me real bad.
You know what you did wrong.

Now, I leave it to you to do what with our relationship.
Since you're the 'goody' one here, I leave it to you to decide what's gonna happen next.
Takecare.

If there's not trust, there's no love.

2009-05-30T02:54:00.002+08:00

haha, pose kentalan jubz sak. haha.

below are pictures at POD. Doing e learning.

sorry, was bored. had nothing to do. cant sleep.
so yaah.

i miss that guy that made me cry today.
ciao.

alone?

2009-05-28T14:32:00.002+08:00

i think im going to end my life soon?
HE LEFT ME, FOR REAL.

2009-05-27T22:47:00.002+08:00

Still have not recover from this bloody flu and cough. Now, headache is attacking. but I think it's better for me to get out of this house den stay at home rest. Holidays is approaching yet no plans have been made. God! Mendaak mendalam la kaan? name je holiday, but I still have to get back to school to finish up on my Dnt artefact. comeon ah, i have to REDO back my product because that bloody Lim told me to do the wrong thing. fucking fuck ah that teacher. name je cikgu, abeh ajar orang salah bende! tak ke aku mengamok? kene redo tau! aiyaaa! abeh nak kene finish up by 3rd July. tell me where got time! argggh! pissed off sia ngn tuh cikgu selenge!
Nvm, forget it. Today I went to have lunch with my dearestclassmates at seoul garden. Eat eat eat until wanna vomit. ishhhk! but still i had fun! ^^ aftaa dat, went to look around for Khai's ipod. Aftaa he bought his stuffs, went to smoke break and den lepaak. went home around ten. and now blogging lah kan? hehehe, k im done.

ciao ah eh! i miss Khairuazam Bin Abdullah. =(
nights.

2009-05-24T20:50:00.003+08:00

gaahh. i spend my whole weekend at homee w mummy and systaa. whole weekend you know?! even mummy says something must be wrong that i stayed at home. actually she knows why ah.. anyway, i think i got bird flu or swine flu or whatever bullshit flu ahh. flu tak baek baek siaa. and i guess i wanna go gym everyday? Im growing fat! last thursday i went to gym w Atiqah, Aisyahh and Hakimah. wolaao, they more semangat den me! haha, i must be semangat like them so i can lose wieght! best kan kan kan? ^^

ahhh, im so bored.. im waiting for mummy to bring back my steam chiken ricee! hehe!
k, ciao! (:

2009-05-22T22:49:00.002+08:00

Happy 4th monthsary, Baby!
you know i love you very very muchh!
heheee, two more months to goo and im gonna beat your record!
Thank you for all the sacrifices that you have done for me.
Thank you for tolerating w my nonsense and my moodswings.
and im sorry if i've hurt you in any ways.
once again, Happy 4th monthsary sayang!
Iloveyou! :D

i will keep holding on...

2009-05-20T22:11:00.002+08:00

o.m.g! gambar last warning eh lame gileeer siotz.

SO PEOPLE, TODAY'S THE WHAAAAAT?
20TH.
AND WHOSE BIRTHDAY FALLS TODAY?
IT'S Yananana VogueLaVogue lah siaak!
nyehehh. at last, sweet sixteen! :D

Happy sweet sixteen, Yanaaa!
at last, sixteen! you know you're legal to something. *kening naek naek*
heheh, may all your wish come true and may you succeed in life.
most importantly, hope you will get good grades for ur Os.
Insyallah.
Semoge dipanjangkan umur dah murah rezeki. Amin.
I love you, babe! :D

2009-05-18T22:00:00.002+08:00

I MISS BOYFRIEND. *SAD FACE*

i went lepak w dearest friends today.
with different company, different place.
hit Mel's crib at 7 and talktalktalk.
by 9, me and Hanann reached home!

and now boyfriend is still hanging out w his friends. im really scared and i dont think i can sleep tonight thinking about the results gonna be release tomorrow. comfirm + chop im gonna fail every sub(!!) gerek pe?! get ready kene petpot ah siaa! and i think tomorrow's gonna be a bad day for me. we'll see people. till here dhen. nights whoever you are.

ciao! (:

2009-05-04T00:18:00.004+08:00

GREAT OR WHAT?
boyfriend is asleep right now.
I cant sleeeeep.
thats why im blogging right now? -_-
hmmm, tell me what should i do?
argh! i want to sleep but i just cant!!

Boyfriend,
Do you know how much I love you?
Do you know that I always want to be with you?
Do you know that you're always on my mind?
You promised you won't leave me, right sayang?
I love you so much. No words could describe how deep is my love for you.
Stick with me forever, will you?

I miss my boyfriend. I love my boyfriend.^^

2009-05-03T22:33:00.004+08:00

hello people! an update on Friday for the Girls Day Out, Saturday and today.

FRIDAY- 'GIRLS DAY OUT'-TOWN.

So on Friday, plan was actually to watch a movie.
Daddy couldnt get the free tickets for us and so we,
Eeka, Syafiqah, Melissa and myself went to have out late lunch at Far East.
After that, we really got no idea where to go.
Each one of us like suddenly got no mood.
Like so... senyap? hah. yah.
We just walk around while asap-ing.
and decided to chill at Marina. hehehe!
but surprisingly town wasnt as packed as Tampines1 lah kan kan.
went to Marina and saw ANJING TERLEPAS OKAY!
haha. i know, we know, PUBLIC SHOULD KNOW! hah.
then suddenly each one of us got hyper.
start ah satu-satu punyer giler.
until Eeka kene sound ngan satu pmpn.
dah kene sound, abeh die mangkok giler, sembunyi kat blakang kite.
kan dah kene maki, tros terdiam. -_-
ni lah orang yang excited giler, sampai cakap tak tngok orang depan tepi.
den went marina rooftop.
smoke-d, chill-ed, took pictures(what do you expect) and had alot of fun! ^^
around 8, Mel ciao. Left Eeka, Syaf and me.
we took pictures like theres no tmro.
and then...
A SECURITY GUARD WANTED TO CLOSE THE GATE!
kite punyer linca kadok pack barang.
haha! kekek giler i tell you.
we thought the guard wanted to close the gate without waiting for us.
den we went down and bought drink.
during that moment of time, two things happened.
first, when we were queue-ing to order drink,
we saw i girl, wearing exactly the same top as Syaf's top.
When syaf and eeka saw, both of them kekek giler already.
abeh aku lost giler ah. den sayf point at that girl. The girl pusing,
she also laugh. haha! exactly the same colour, same pattern same whatever lah!
haha, syaf mangkok abeh tk nak pass by tht girl.
kental lah lu syaf! haha.
den den den, we saw Yananana's Ex number ten.
we didnt wanna say much den we make our move.
went to Marina steps. waited for my Boyfriend.
den we say the ANJING TERLEPAS AGAIN!
so boyfriend came, walked, took train den blahblahblah.
Boyfriend, syaf and me alight at tamp while eeka to pasir ris.
syaf met her boyfriend while boyfriend sent me home.
before 10, i reached home sweet home.
SATURDAY-LEPAK WITH BOYFRIEND-TAMP.
NIGHT-WATCH MOVIE WITH MUM'S FAM.
met boyfriend. was a last min plan.
plan was to just chill around.
den as we were walking, saw Hanann and his friends.
chill ngn dorg jap, den we went off.
spent time with boyfriend.
and around before seven, i already reached home.
boyfriend went to meet his friends at bugis.

AT NIGHT,
most of the mummys on my mummy's side met and watched movie.
JANGAN TEGUR at E!hub.
there was 23 people on mummy's side including mummy and my siblings.
went in around 10 and the movie ended around 11.30pm.
reached home, flaaaaaat. haha.

Today-STUDY WITH BOYFRIEND AND FRIENDS.

Went out around 4. met boyfriend.
soon, Melissa came.
Eeka and Hariz came.
talk talk, laugh laugh.
den I studied.
around 8, Eeka and Hariz ciao.
den boyfriend, melissa and myself took pictures.
around 8+, Melissa went home.
left me and boyfriend.
asap den went home.
i reached home before 9.15
den..

TADAAAA! home, blogging. hehe!

some pictures je okay? hehe.

yang laen-laen, wait okay. malas lah. and dah malam pun.
hehe, less than a month is boyfriend's birthday!
somebody help me!

ciao people! Nights people! ^^

2009-05-02T14:48:00.001+08:00

guys could have a lot of girl - friends.

guys play behind us ladies.

guys tell us one lie after another.

guys keep things from us ladies.

guys could just cheat and yet..

they still got away with it even if they’re to caught doing it.

wonder why?

when it comes to us ladies doing it to them..

it’s a whole big issue.

it’s as though we seriously need a DICK to get away from it.

dont u think so?

hahaa, so trueee.

2009-04-28T21:05:00.002+08:00

I PUNYER DADDY BELIKAN I HANDPHONE BARUUUU!
after all the rayu-rayu at daddy, he FINALLY bought for me an LG KP500.
actually, i dont really like it as coz it's touch screen but ahh, better to have this then using the previous one kan kan kan? haha! thank you old father! hehe. ^^

i rindu i punyer boyfriend. i sayang i punyer boyfriend. you rindu and sayang you punyer boyfriend tak?
haha, nabilah blum makan ubat. sorry! hehe. ^^

2009-04-26T09:54:00.004+08:00

haha, wth.

i was bloghopping and then i came across this thing,

Guys drink to forget about girls,
Girls drink to think back about the guy.
When guys are in love, they are poor.
But when girls are in love, they are beautiful.
Guys can forget but can't forgive,
Girls can forgive but can't forget.
Guys break up when they feel love from another girl,
Girls break up when they feel separation.
Guys feel curiosity towards ALL girls,
Girls feel curiosity towards guys who are interested in them.
When guys are heartbroken,
they try to forget about the girl by going out with other girls.
When girls are heartbroken, they try to find his characteristics in another guy.
But finally, guys wish to be her first love
but girls wish to be his last.

pretty much true, huh? haha.
Baby, i hope you're reading this. :D

ohh btw, Morning people! ^^

2009-04-25T09:00:00.008+08:00

Hello, these are some pictures on our third month. Heh. That day was quite a memorable one. Wanna know why? Okay, met girlfriend under her block around 4. Then, we headed to Pasir Ris. We went to eat KFC. We wanted to cycle. So after that we went to Pasir Ris park. We saw the rental shop. We saw the board, the shop CLOSES at 6! We reached the shop at 5 PLUS! Hmm.. sad life right? But its okay, we went to sit somewhere by the beach. We talk, joke, play and had fun with each other there. We wanted to see the sunset but we couldn't. When we looked, the sun went down already lorh. Maybe its because of girlfriend. She went and 'explore' stuffs there. Hahah, sad life.. after that we went to buy water and lepak for a short while then home sweet home! Sent girlfriend home then i send myself home. I reached home around 10 plus, i guess? Then eat, tv and talk to girlfriend then sleep. Then i lived happily ever after. WTH? okay the day ended there.

Okay, now im bored but i got to go the toilet. I wanna wee-wee! Hoho. Till here then, good morning! Eat your breakfast! Takecare, im so sleepy. (Didn't slept the whole day.) See ya when i see ya.

Khairuazam.

Ohh, I Miss You Girlfriend!

2009-04-24T08:19:00.000+08:00

haha, currently in school having english lesson. at lab now. boyfriend's at home. didnt go to school. nyeheeeh.

and i miss boyfriend noww :D

2009-04-21T21:38:00.002+08:00

okay! two more hours to midnight! teehee! :D

Happy 3rd monthsary in advance baby!
i love youuuu! :D

i love you so much, im holding on to you no matter what.

2009-04-19T00:47:00.002+08:00

Today I woke up late around two+ den decided to watch Fast and furious 4 followed by Los Dan Faun. Both were great! Finish watching the vcds at around 6 and i have to follow mummy for some things at mama place. Something like a small gathering and i agree that orang-orang skarang dah smakin maju ehh! Lelaki-lelaki dah jadi smakin handsome dan perempuan-perempuan dah jadi smakin.. BITCHY! meluat jer tengok. pfft! so home around 10 and im fking tired.

2009-04-12T12:45:00.004+08:00

Okay, so hell bored. Nothing much for today. Woke up and computer, computer, computer all the way. Yesterday, was fun. Heh. But life getting crappy this days. If you want to get the info about yesterday. View Yana's blog. Heh. Okay, See ya when i see ya.

Speechless.

Khairuazam.

2009-04-12T04:56:00.003+08:00

im confused. i dont know what to say or what to do. I cant say anything cause everything that im gonna say, im sure gonna hurt someone's feelings. just tell me what i can do? i cant say im tired of whats happening cause some people might think that im tired of them. i cant say i need to be alone cause they might think that i dont like their presence. i just dunno what to do..

God, please help me.. please.. im begging you..

2009-04-11T05:41:00.002+08:00

Good morning to all the beautiful citizens of Singapore!

Im here again, so bored. Just finished watching Fast & Furious 4 and Wolverine. The shows are okay-okay only. Now, waiting for little miss Sunshine. She's asleep. Shhh. Chatted with her just for awhile around 12, i guess. Didn't do much thing yesterday, stayed home for almost a day. A miracle? Thats what my mama would say. Yeah. Okay, till here. See ya again very soon.

Miss you b! Love you alot! Meet soon tau.. Once again, Good Morning! Ciao!

Khairuazam.

2009-04-10T22:42:00.002+08:00

Im home right now after the whole day out with family. Our plan was to go Marina Barrage just to fly kites or picnic but it was raining so we went Marina Square to walk around. But soon after, the rain stopped and we decided to go Marina Barrage again. And we all had fun.. hahah!

And after that we went to have our dinner at bedok and went home. reached home around 10pm and received a message from boyfriend. He's going Nick's place. means i cn contact him. yey! hah.

so boyfriend, online quick! i miss you so much b. haha. and if you online and im not online, text me hor! hehe!

okay lah, till here. penat liaoo. Selamat Malam people! :)

2009-04-08T21:02:00.002+08:00

omg omg. i think i really need a hair cut soon. and im forever cravings for KFC.
finger licking good huh? pfft!

ohh, i love my boyfriend alot! ^^
Nights sweethearts :)

2009-04-08T20:59:00.003+08:00

omg. whats happening to the world? why is everybody so heartless?
c'mon people, lets spread more
LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

2009-04-05T01:31:00.002+08:00

I also got nothing to say. Heh. Bored lahh. Okay, just want to tell you guys that i love this picture like alot. Hahah. Morning citizens of Singapore! Okay, see you next time then. See ya!

I miss girlfriend so much.

Khairuazam.

2009-04-04T01:10:00.001+08:00

er, idk what to say. bye.

2009-03-26T15:07:00.004+08:00

im having the worst time of my life right now. friends are disappearing, family is breaking and love is hurting.
why must it be at this point of time? N's? Im losing hope. We all said we're gonna get through our major examinations TOGETHER but what's happening now? Parents said they gonna give me their hundred percent trust and support but what's this?
Boyfriend said he's gonna be with me no matter what shit happens but what about the shits he's giving me now?
every single thing that's happenning is bothering me. even the slightest things.

im sorry, i just wanted to let everything out.

2009-03-11T23:26:00.003+08:00

Im waiting. For you. To be here. With me.

alright, just came back from t.b. haha.
okay, can I just say somthing?
I cant wait for Friday and Saturday! *jumps arnd!*
hehe, but boyfriend will go " yelaah, have fun. leave me alone" with a sad tone.
tell me how am i suppose to have fun when he's gving me that reaction?!
mesti susah hati kan and of course its hard for me to go right...
tsk! ni baru gi class chalet. belum pegi luar negeri. pfft!

okay, aku penat nak tido. ciao! Selamat Malam Semua! :)

2009-03-08T23:58:00.000+08:00

I wish you were here with me
So many things to learn
So many things to see

Every time that we are apart
I keep you in a special place
Somewhere in my heart

When you're gone
I want to be in your arms
A place where I know I'm safe
And away from harm

When you are gone for days
when you are for years
I just wish you were here
So you can wipe away my tears

When I have no one to turn to
What should I do
I know that the perfect thing is
To come right to you

When you are away I am filled with sorrow
Will you be here today? Maybe tomorrow?

Whenever we are together
I can touch the sky
Spread my wings and start to fly

So in all the times we are not together
I will always know that things
Will be much better

When I'm with you everything is fine
I'm glad that I can be with a person
I can call mine.

I think I miss boyfriend alot. ):

2009-03-08T15:25:00.002+08:00

Today is sunday. As always sunday is a boring day. No plans for today. Got money also cannot do anything. I don't know where Girlfriend. So bored. Help! Just watched Selamat Pagi Cinta! in the morning. The show was not bad. Girlfriend introduced it to me. Then i sleep. Now, wake up and so bored luh. Im hungry. Going to eat now. Takecare people! Bye.

I love Girlfriend! So bored!

Khairuazam Abdullah.

2009-03-08T01:06:00.001+08:00

Okay! For the earlier post, i was blur. Thought it was still saturday. SORRY.
Hahaha. Goodnight! -.-

2009-03-08T01:00:00.002+08:00

Hello people!

Its me again. Long time no see uh. Today is saturday. Met Girlfriend. Work was okay-okay. -.-
So bored! Now, she asleep. Night-night baby. Yeah, joke of the day- I tore my shirt while 'playing with faizal'. Moral of the day is DON"T MAKE PEOPLE WAIT. Okay people? See ya next time! Goodnight!

I love Girlfriend alot! (:

2009-03-07T23:44:00.002+08:00

Today is saturday and I get to meet my boyfriend today. yeay! (:

okay, i went to sentosa with classmates.
I dont think it turned out well.
But who cares, we all went back with a smile on the face. Eh eh eh? heheh.

alright, I think i love my boyfriend alot! ^^

2009-03-01T10:22:00.003+08:00

Gaah. Good morning dickheads. Im blogging right now, yey!
haha, so obvious. So I just recover from my sickness and now that Hanann the bighead kene jangkit from me. Huahuahua! padan muke kao! Have a 'fast' recovery my friend. Today I want go study but macam tak der friend gtu kan. Yana probably out with her momma. Mel, i dont know where she. Hanann is sick. Great huh? okay, my stomach gonna burst soon and i think my lips getting thicker. best.

Boyfriend?

2009-02-26T20:51:00.002+08:00

whats the use of having a boyfriend? ohh man, i hate this.

one month.

2009-02-22T21:48:00.002+08:00

Things turned out well for today eventhough some bad things happened yesterday.
Im glad that bf realised his mistakes and promised not to do it again. Love you! (;

People, we turned one month old! (:
Happy One Monthsary to us Dear!
You know I love you, I know you love me.
I hope we last really really long or better, forever.
alaah, you tau lah i sayang you gile babi. babi pun tak giler ginie. huhu!

k ciao! aku nak buat homework.

2009-02-21T01:15:00.002+08:00

Hello people!

Its been quite a day for me. I didn't fair that well for cross-country. Maybe because of my 'headache' in the morning, just tired or because of my grumpy stomach. Hahaa. Bored lah seh.

Since im bored, let me tell what i did in the morning till now. Can? hahaa. Slept at 1 yesterday and woke up at 5. So tired luhh, bath then change. At 6, go out of my house. Met Ridhuan (my neighbour) Have a smoke while on my way to MRT station. In the train, so bored luhh. I saw a few of my friends, didn't talk to them. Lazy mahh. Drop at Chinese Garden, then make my way to the meeting point. Hahaa. Wait and wait till the upper secondary boys turn to run. Boring! Blahblahblah! Tell you the full details soon on what position i get. Hahaa. After that, went home then sleep. Met Yana and Iyra, lepak. What else.. hahaa. Faizal and Yuyul come along later. Played true and dare and some card games. We know alot about each other today. Then, went home and more blahblahblah and here i am! The moral for today is what is in the past, stay in the past. Somehow it will affect your future sometimes. So think before you do anything uh, my friend. Joke of the day is MY BROTHER THINKS HE IS HRITHIK ROSHAN. Hahaa. Kinda tired now. Sleeping soon. Ohh, I LOVE YOU B! Miss ya. Takecare earth-lings. Catch up soon. Hahaa.

school

2009-02-20T08:23:00.002+08:00

Morning suckers. haha, im in school lab now. having my english lesson now and doing the stupid straits time reflection. bf having his cross country today at chinese garden i think. hope he got himself top ten eh. Gdluck b! (:

Today after school im going to follow the soccer boys to Tanjong Katong sec for their match with Macperson Secondary. hahah, i dont know if they can win or not cause they have been losing since the start of their tournament match. but no worries, today they gonna win cause their hot babe is going to follow and support them. woohoo! *wink wink*

Two more days and its our first month. I know Yana will go ' aru jejak one month kepee '.

hah! but its okay, kite pelan-pelan kayuh eh b. hahah. k dah aku nak buat homework. bye spitumaS.

2009-02-19T08:57:00.002+08:00

hmm..

Im here again. firstly, im sorry. secondly, I SUCK! There's no third to it. I would like to apologize to Nabilah Rais. Im really-really sorry dear. Hope you can forgive and forget.

But now, everything is back to normal. (maybe, i don't know.) Its gonna be our first month soon. Hahaah. I'll make sure everything goes well again. Err, i can't really express my feelings here BUT i'll show it. Okay? Hahaah. Enough of sadness, lets enjoy till we drop okay dear? (:

This week was so slacked. Hahaah. Sungguh BORING lahh. On 20-02-09, I got annual cross country. She say i could be in top 10. I doubt so. Maybe top 50. Hahaah. But whatever it is, i try my best! Yeah, i'll update soon. Takecare and I LOVE NABILAH RAIS! Ohh, i need a smoke. Like seriously. Bye earth-lings!

2009-02-14T23:15:00.003+08:00

I'll give him until twelve midnight.
.

We'll see.

2009-02-14T21:50:00.002+08:00

Maybe this is the day that some will cherish,
but this is the day that I will always want to forget.

Happy Valentine/Friendship day to all!
happy celebrating. pfft!

Introduction Of The Bum-Bum.

2009-02-12T14:01:00.003+08:00

May Peace Be Upon You. Salam Sejahtera!

Im Khairuazam Abdullah. Born on 030692. 162 cm in height. Eats everything. A OK-GO type of person. Im sharing this blog with Nabilah Rais. (My Girlfriend) Hahahah. I don't have a great introduction to write about. So it will be a short introduction. Sorry. Ohh, Yes. I Love Nabilah Rais. See ya when I see ya again!

2009-02-08T20:31:00.006+08:00

okay, im bored. have fun looking at the pictures! (:

2009-02-08T20:22:00.002+08:00

okaaaaaaaay. im tired. my brain is tired. my body is tired. my eyes are tired.
my fingers are tired. my legs are tired.
my mouth is tired*kening naek naek*.

i need a break. for everything.

2009-01-24T16:29:00.002+08:00

Tell me a way that i can prove to my family that i really went out to study and not wasting my time outside hanging out with my friends doing nothing . I dont understand why I must lie to my family that i went out for Ncc but actually i went out to study. I thought they only wanted me to focus on my studies but when I went out to study, they thought im just wasting my time outside. Why cant they just trust me? What did i do wrng till im facing this problem right now? stupid. i feel so stupid. sis have been calling me stupid and stuffs but mum did nothing about it. it was as if she's supporting sis. heartache my friend, heartache. all i can do is to work hard and prove them that i studied by showing them my N level results.

But what if......

family day

2009-01-18T21:25:00.003+08:00

today i didnt get to meet Azam because idk why. hmm. but its ok. i can tahan. (padahal dah merane tak dapat jumpe) haha. today went out to spend my time for awhile with my dearest Yana and Melissa. nyeheh! and guess what people? im super duper happy because.... hahaha!
tak sabar jacko! haha. den by 4 i make my way to bedok to meet sister. went to nyai house. meet my cousins and pak-mak ciks there. hohoho! and yes, i cut my hair and i think it sucks alot and i think i wanna re-pierce my tongue and my belly button and also my kening.
*kening naeknaek*

k bye! i love you guys and i know you love me!
remember, jangan pandang belakang kalau alek lambat.
and makan, jangan tak makan! nanti saket perut.
besok bangun pagi nak skola.
ok dah, i sound like my mum. pfft!

Missing my boy.

2009-01-17T18:00:00.003+08:00

im rotting at home today and it means that my nicotine level is critically low. haha. last few days, wait, i should say for the whole week, i went back home late. but at least i went back home late with my homeworks done and i did some revising. *claps hand* improving eh nabilah, improving. hehe! I meet Azam right after school everyday and I know he's tired cause the journey from tiong bahru to tampines bukan lah dekat seh. I told him not to force himself to come all the way to tampines but he insist to and by the time he reached home its already 12 midnight and that equates to him not getting enough sleep. That kepale batu guy eh! Pfft! but today I didn't get to meet him because he's working today at 4.30 in the morning till idk when. haiyaaah, bbl pasal die buat kite rindu die makin banyak seh! =(

haiyah, miss you lah bum-bum.

2009-01-03T23:18:00.002+08:00

KORANG NAK TAU BENDEEE? RAMBUT AKU DAH HITAM SIOLOLOLOL!

AND TIMETABLE SUCKS. BIG TIME.

anyway, first day of school was great! haha. and someone malu to face up with me. wait. malu? or just scared? stupid cock. *roll eyes 71 times* and and after school, i turned into the BAHAN of the day lah okay. haha. nie sume pasal Rihanna dgn tuh Cinonehh ah. hah! and den went to inter to meet Azam The Bum-Bum. yeay! hah, ok.

today i didnt get to meet him again. shitxzxzxz ah eh! i cant meet him tomorrow cause Kak Atikah nak tunang. so when's my turn? *kening naeknaek* hahaha. ohh yes, i just came back from my family gathering with Kak Ani's Fam, BikTa's Fam, Ibu's Fam and if course my fam.
had alot of fun and laughters ah. sampai maen game siololol. me and farhan played a game. siape abes air cepat , die menang. haha. and i won! hahaha. jangan maen-maen ah dgn sunshine jengjengjeng!haha! isap ah joy!

and and i miss that boy. when can i meet you again ah? rinduu oi rinduu.
kay ah. bye ah. takecare sayangs. remember, dont take drugs.
and when you drink, dont drive. haha!
kay bye, miss you. love you! mwaah! hahaha. =P

2008-12-30T22:48:00.002+08:00

what am i to you? *roll eyes*

kalau kau dah berkenan dengan die, go ahead lah siololololol.

2008-12-28T01:47:00.002+08:00

the family gathering was fun! haha. the bbq was held at my crib and of course its full of laughters sebab tuh Rais buat kekek mah! haha. and i want it again again again ok? hahah. i'll upload the pictures some other day, alright? hah. currently otp with bumbum. nyeheh. and i hope i could meet him tomorrow. coz everybody knows that i miss him. *kening naek tron naek tros tak tron tron* and saaaaaaay whaaaaaat? DALILAH IS BACK! WOOOOOHOOO! Imysm! meet mee soooooon okey! i miss you like hell. but i miss bumbum more! khekhekhe! *wink*